It’s been 2 days since Emil and I broke up. It was a decision I made that needed not much thinking because I know from day 1 that he’s not worth it. Our so-called relationship lasted for almost 4mos. Good thing it only lasted 4 months because I don’t think I can handle another 4 months with him.
My closest friends know what kind of a person Emil is. He’s got a serious problem with his alcohol intake, in other words he’s alcoholic. I don’t know how I tolerated his drinking knowing that I don’t drink alcohol and I hate the smell of it. But then I realized that the good person in me wanted to help someone like him. 1st date he was so drunk, 2nd date the same, 3rd date and so on and so forth he was still drunk. Every night we’re together he was always drunk so I had to take care of him. But 2 nights ago was the last straw. He was so drunk that he started accusing me as a user and calling me bitch…that’s way too much for me to handle. I said to myself that I have to give him up because he never made me feel good anyway and the worst is he always accused me of something that I am not or I never did.
I think was fascinated with the idea of having a boyfriend, again. But then I realized that being with someone who can’t make you feel good and doesn’t see my worth is pointless and complete waste of time.
I would rather be single and happy than be in a commitment with a complete loser and a monster.
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