missing home ;-(

Hi...another post from me. I have the luxury of going online everyday because i had my smart bro installed..not bad huh?!
anyway, i just came back from negros occidental. Kabankalan and Bacolod to be more specific. I left Cebu sunday last week for bacolod. Im not the trainer who's supposed to handle bacolod but the trainer assigned there got sick so i took over. Anyways, i spent my sunday night in bacolod city, which by the way is my favorite area in vismin. Monday morning we went to kabankalan, a 2hr drive from Bacolod City. I love long drive coz i enjoy looking at the beautiful sceneries. Well, most of the views that i saw was sugarcanes coz im in negros occidental, and the place is known to be the largest producer of sugar in the entire country. But nevertheless i enjoyed the looking at them. The place was really so probinsya. No taxi's, mall is really tiny, and the only fast food chain that they have is jollibee, pakshet diba? The best thing about it is i stayed there for 4 nights...Gosh! The place where i stayed is a pension house, i decided to get the room which is P1200/ night, which is w/in the company's budget, and i had 3 beds inside the room...haha, wala lang. Just trying to maximize the budget. Anyways i had my 5 day training and it was ok naman...the venue sucks though, walang matinong lugar, so i think the restaurant where we had the training was already the best there...hahaha. Anyways training ended yesterday, friday, and we drove back to Bacolod. I stayed in my favorite hotel L'fisher...they got the best food and the best rooms. We arrived bacolod 9pm. The manager was asking me to have dinner w/ her but i declined because i am meeting up with Stephen and Maritoni...Ive been wanting to hang out with them for the longest time. When i arrived the hotel, i went to my room and phoned Stepehen and i took a bath.10pm stephen was already at the lobby and as usual was already typsy...hahaha...we decided to have dinner at the hotel coz i havent had my dinner yet. Of course im eating my food and stephen was drinking his beer. It was so nice to see him after 2mos...stephen is the bestfriend of my bf, emil. after my dinner, we picked up Maritoni and we went to this billiard place where the old folks hang out. There, i met stephens friends, old guys who belong to the prominent families of Bacolod. They were a bit scary because i feel like theyre scrutinizing me from head to foot...as if its their 1st time to see a lovely young woman like me..hahaha, kapal!...but they were all nice naman i hope so. I ordered sisig and mountain dew, maritoni and stephen had their beers and we decided to stayed there for a bit. Stephen was forcing me to drink though. Since i cant tolerate the taste of beer, we decided to transfer place because they only serve beer and softdrinks. We went to cafe breizh, a nice, cool, cozy club and this is where i 1st met my bf emil (hehehe, reminiscing) Too many cars were parked outside because there was a guest dj from club embassy of manila...There i decided to order 2 glasses of margaritas. I was drinking and dancing...I love clubbing, it gives me a different high. I also met Dondi, emil's good friend whos here for a vacation. We just said our hi's and hello's...Well stephen was totally drunk or should i say wrecked already...But its not the 1st time i saw him that wrecked so im not really surprised. Even if he's drunk, he's still the one driving...Around 3am we decided to go home but we stopped in this kainan place coz stephen is craving for cansi...hes drunk and he wanted to eat, hahaha...4am we reached my hotel and we all decided to call it a night...6am i woke up coz my flight back to cebu was 840am...I took my breakfast then packed my stuff then went to the airport...the flight was delayed because the plane was coming from manila and of course due to bad weather, flight was delayed...at 10am i was already at mactan airport and i headed home...
I felt sad again..I hate it when i have to stay here in cebu...I dont know if i hate cebu in general or i just dont like the place where i am staying...I feel so alone whenever i am here...that is why id rather travel and be away from this place...
May and his bf is here in cebu to celebrate their 2nd year anniv...we decided to meet and had lunch and coffee...it was fun seeing her again...May is one of my good friends at work...I miss her a lot and how i wish i can go back to manila so that we can do the same stuff that we used to do. we decided to say goodbye around 4pm because they need to catch the supercat ferry that leaves at 5pm going to bohol...i came back here at my place and i feel so alone again...Im thinking if my mom also misses me the same way i misses her? I feel like crying again.. Not to mention that today is the bday of my father...I really wanted to go home...My real home, where i will be with my loved ones...I hope God will answer my prayers....I feel sad, i feel so alone...i wish i could go home really really soon...